Dear 26

Dear 26You are the one I always love and appreciate with all my heart. You, who I always proud of with great joy. You are the one I fought so hard to grow against your world.I want to tell everyone that you have been really strong so far. Never complain about the turmoil of your thoughts. You are the one who slowly holds back and accepts yourself as you are....

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Mixed of Feeling

I'm kind of tired. Everyone has deep worries. When I come to home, I did not find comfort and had mixed emotions. It's really tiring to have this kind of feeling. I'm trying to understand everything. I have to understand how my parents feel, I position myself as a child, and force myself to grow up faster as the eldest child. I don't know my parents feelings, maybe they got hurt because of me,...

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Untuk Kamu

Halo kamu.Mengapa langkahmu kini mulai meragu?Sejak kapan kamu bahumu mulai mengendur?Apakah langkah kakimu tlah kuat?Sudah siapkah saya mulai bertumbuh kembali?Banyaknya tanya yang sedang beradu pada pola pikirku kini menganggu. Banyaknya tanya sedang meroket kembali. Bertanya pada diriku sendiri bahwa dapatkah saya melakukannya sendirian, tanpa merepotkan siapapun itu.  Sejak kapan saya meragu...

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