It is will be okay

Its okay to have a slow life and progress. Every people need take a time. I'm proud with you that not worrying about what other people think. You're braver than most, I know its not easy to always be the one who cares the most, but you're do capable of doing something beautiful with your life.

To be honest, I really proud of you bcz you're so worth to have it for all reasons. You're softer than most, bcz you show me an emphaty and good emotions for them. You help, listen, give a hug without judge, and learn. Please, never changed. Time will teaches you to live the kind of life.

I believe with you. You have a great life and this is your life. You're allowed to changed your mind, to love who you want, and to make mistakes. You're human and have emotions to feel it.

Remember this, make your own validations, your life path, your falling in love, you're still worth it. Its never too late to love yourself. You learn how to let go of everyones opinios of your life. This is your life, you're free to express your feelings wisely.

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Dear 26

Dear 26

You are the one I always love and appreciate with all my heart. You, who I always proud of with great joy. You are the one I fought so hard to grow against your world.

I want to tell everyone that you have been really strong so far. Never complain about the turmoil of your thoughts. You are the one who slowly holds back and accepts yourself as you are. Truly.

You are the one who shines more than anything else. You are you who deserve to be loved and accepted by anyone. No one has the right to judge you. Even though the world turns away from you, you are still firm and strong. No one can understand other than you. You have to live for yourself, giving thanks that you have learned and lived to grow in His love.

A journey in chapter 26. Open your eyes that life is like a roller coaster, never easy. Having met 26, may you courageful to discover new things and carry out your plans that have yet to be realized.

Regards,

Your best

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Mixed of Feeling

I'm kind of tired. Everyone has deep worries. When I come to home, I did not find comfort and had mixed emotions. It's really tiring to have this kind of feeling. 

I'm trying to understand everything. I have to understand how my parents feel, I position myself as a child, and force myself to grow up faster as the eldest child. I don't know my parents feelings, maybe they got hurt because of me, I guessed. And, it hurts me to grow up like this too. Sometimes, I have thought that I would choose to die and hurt my worthless self.

However, sometimes I understand the feelings of those who are super tired of everything.

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