Mixed of Feeling

I'm kind of tired. Everyone has deep worries. When I come to home, I did not find comfort and had mixed emotions. It's really tiring to have this kind of feeling. I'm trying to understand everything. I have to understand how my parents feel, I position myself as a child, and force myself to grow up faster as the eldest child. I don't know my parents feelings, maybe they got hurt because of me,...

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Untuk Kamu

Halo kamu.Mengapa langkahmu kini mulai meragu?Sejak kapan kamu bahumu mulai mengendur?Apakah langkah kakimu tlah kuat?Sudah siapkah saya mulai bertumbuh kembali?Banyaknya tanya yang sedang beradu pada pola pikirku kini menganggu. Banyaknya tanya sedang meroket kembali. Bertanya pada diriku sendiri bahwa dapatkah saya melakukannya sendirian, tanpa merepotkan siapapun itu.  Sejak kapan saya meragu...

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Hi, Niscala Kara

Before moving on, I want you to get to know me a little closer. I want you to understand me even though you never met me.Niscala Kara.A name that I gave to my social media page. Niscala in Sanskrit means strong and firm. Meanwhile, in Greek niscala means victory. Kara also has the meaning of a ray of light.I want to be a niscala kara that grows strong, tough, and never gives up on anything. Grown...

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